Tell me, I pray thee wherein thy great strength lieth

Judges 16: 6. 

Where lies the secret strength of faith? It lies in the food it feeds on; for faith studies what the promise is—an emanation of divine grace, an overflowing of the great heart of God; and faith says, “My God could not have given this promise, except from love and grace; therefore it is quite certain his Word will be fulfilled.” Then faith thinketh, “Who gave this promise?” It considereth not so much its greatness, as, “Who is the author of it?” She remembers that it is God who cannot lie—God omnipotent, God immutable; and therefore concludeth that the promise must be fulfilled; and forward she advances in this firm conviction. She remembereth,why the promise was given,—namely, for God’s glory, and she feels perfectly sure that God’s glory is safe, that he will never stain his own escutcheon, nor mar the lustre of his own crown; and therefore the promise must and will stand. Then faith also considereth the amazing work of Christ as being a clear proof of the Father’s intention to fulfil his word. “He that spared not his own Son, but freely delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?” Moreover faith looks back upon the past, for her battles have strengthened her, and her victories have given her courage. She remembers that God never has failed her; nay, that he never did once fail any of his children. She recollecteth times of great peril, when deliverance came; hours of awful need, when as her day her strength was found, and she cries, “No, I never will be led to think that he can change and leave his servant now. Hitherto the Lord hath helped me, and he will help me still.” Thus faith views each promise in its connection with the promise-giver, and, because she does so, can with assurance say, “Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life!”

 

Spurgeon morning, 8th July. 

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The Self-sufficiency of a Sovereign God

Dear friends,

I will cease posting for awhile. In the (now six!) weeks left of school, I will, with the measure of faith I have that God shall give me, spend time away largely nose-buried in books, the Ultimate and Necessary Book, and intercessory prayer.

For those who know, and those who continue to believe, thank you, from the top of my tummy and that’s the bottom of my heart. For partnering in this journey thus far with me, for praying along, and rejoicing along. It’s a picture of heaven, I say, it’s a picture of heaven 🙂

What is it that shall cease for the moment, you might ask?

Well, I had spent the past three weeks of the Easter holidays pondering about several matters, and by His grace, and with the prayers of you amongst dear mentors and sisters, have finally realized what it means to be feeling a God-given ‘passion for souls’, but not needing to ‘go out to the field right now’, if He so deems it shall be.

In the words of a dear mentor, my sacrifice, as in Mark 12: 33, is not that of my wealth, nor health, nor family, nor present circumstances, nor anything that I cannot take with me even as I die. These things, which may be well and good sacrifice for another brother or sister, and whose sacrifice would be and mean no less, I stand firm that these mean nothing to me. These are not my sacrifices. I have since realized, that my sacrifice, is possibly this: my dream of going afield as a missionary in the present moment.

Hold, hold. That might be startling words for you who have followed me on my journey thus far, but let me assure you, by the grace of God, it is not that. It is not that at all. I believe in the desires my God has placed in my heart, and I believe that one day I shall find myself in the land praising the Lord in a language that I will yet know.

The time, however, as long as I am here and present, will not be now.

For you who have heard of my sincere attempt at “active obedience”, so it shall be, I shall be actively obedient where my Sovereign God has placed me.

“Away in foreign lands they wondered how
Their simple words had power
At home the Christians, two or three,
Had met to pray an hour.
Yes we are always wondering,
Wondering how
Because we do not see someone
Perhaps unknown and faraway
On a bended knee” – Anon.

Spiritually present afield I will be, I must be, and so I must learn and I must resolve, to fall back into muttering prayers no longer. In the time I await before I step into the field, either with good brethren support or as a tent-maker, and which might therefore well be a sole journey if the Lord so wills, I must get on my knees and pray with rightful fervour. I must dig deep and cherish and store and savour and remember, the Word of God.

Prayer, and the Word of God.

These are the things I will be doing, and by the grace of God, He shall grant me mercy to keep doing faithfully.

That is why, this posting shall cease. To the Word of God and to prayer I must labour, genuinely, and faithful I will be. The Gospel continues to be preached where I am to unbelievers, and my heart goes out to the unreached of the nations, jealous for Christ’s honour and His holy name. He’s opened my eyes to see this need, as I believe He has yours, but til the time will come, I may only be spiritually present, and labour faithfully where I am, and soon shall be.

If you do so feel led to, please pray for my prayers and for me to grow evermore so in love and knowledge of Him. You are in mine, too.

Perhaps Tozer’s words on the “Self-sufficiency of God”, which I’d just come across today,  and what I feel to be a good summary thus far, might encourage you where you are too:

The Self-sufficiency of God

Teach us, O God, that nothing is necessary to Thee. Were anything necessary to Thee that thing would be the measure of Thine imperfection: and how could we worship one who is imperfect? If nothing is necessary to Thee, then no one is necessary, and if no one, then not we. Thou dost seek us though Thou does not need us. We seek Thee because we need Thee, for in Thee we live and move and have our being. Amen

“The Father hath life in himself,” said our Lord, and it is characteristic of His teaching that He thus in a brief sentence sets forth truth so lofty as to the transcend the highest reaches of human thought. God, He said, is self-sufficient; He is what He is in Himself, in the final meaning of those words.

Whatever God is, and all that God is, He is in Himself. All life is in and from God, whether it be the lowest form of unconscious life or the highly self-conscious, intelligent life of a seraph. No creature has life in itself; all life is a gift from God.

The life of God, conversely, is not a gift from another. Were there another from whom God could receive the gift of life, or indeed any gift whatever, that other would be God in fact. An elementary but correct way to think of God is as the One who contains all, who gives all that is given, but who Himself can receive nothing that He has not first given.

To admit the existence of a need in God is to admit incompleteness in the divine Being. Need is a creature-word and cannot be spoken of the Creator. God has a voluntary relation to everything He has made, but He has no necessary relation to anything outside of Himself. His interest in His creatures arises from His sovereign good pleasure, not from any need those creatures can supply nor from any completeness they can bring to Him who is complete in Himself.

Again we must reverse the familiar flow of our thoughts and try to understand that which is unique, that which stands alone as being true in this situation and nowhere else. Our common habits of thought allow for the existence of need among created things. Nothing is complete in itself but requires something outside itself in order to exist. All breathing things need air; every organism needs food and water. Take air and water from the earth and all life would perish instantly. It may be stated as all axiom that to stay alive every created thing needs some other created thing and all things need God. To God alone nothing is necessary.

The river grows larger by its tributaries, but where is the tributary that can enlarge the One out of whom came everything and to whose infinite fullness all creation owes its being?

Unfathomable Sea: all life is out of Thee, 
And Thy life is Thy blissful Unity. ~Frederick W. Faber

The problem of why God created the universe still troubles thinking men; but if we cannot know why, we can at least know that He did not bring His worlds into being to meet some unfulfilled need in Himself, as a man might build a house to shelter him against the winter cold or plant a field of corn to provide him with necessary food. The word necessary is wholly foreign to God.

Since He is the Being supreme over all, it follows that God cannot be elevated. Nothing is above Him, nothing beyond Him. Any motion in His direction is elevation for the creature; away from Him, descent. He holds His position out of Himself and by leave of none. As no one can promote Him, so no one can degrade Him. It is written that He upholds all things by the word of His power. How can He be raised or supported by the things He upholds?

Were all human beings suddenly to become blind, still the sun would shine by day and the stars by night, for these owe nothing to the millions who benefit from their light. So, were every man on earth to become atheist, it could not affect God in any way. He is what He is in Himself without regard to any other. To believe in Him adds nothing to His perfections; to doubt Him takes nothing away.


Almighty God, just because He is almighty, needs no support. The picture of a nervous, ingratiating God fawning over men to win their favor is not a pleasant one; yet if we look at the popular conception of God that is precisely what we see. Twentieth century Christianity has put God on charity. So lofty is our opinion of ourselves that we find it quite easy, not to say enjoyable, to believe that we are necessary to God. But the truth is that God is not greater for our being, nor would He be less if we did not exist. That we do exist is altogether of God’s free determination, not by our desert nor by divine necessity.

Probably the hardest thought of all for our natural egotism to entertain is that God does not need our help. We commonly represent Him as a busy, eager, somewhat frustrated Father hurrying about seeking help to carry out His benevolent plan to bring peace and salvation to the world, but, as said the Lady Julian, “I saw truly that God doeth all-thing, be it never so little.” The God who worketh all things surely needs no help and no helpers.

Too many missionary appeals are based upon this fancied frustration of Almighty God. An effective speaker can easily excite pity in his listeners, not only for the heathen but for the God who has tried so hard and so long to save them and has failed for want of support. I fear that thousands of younger persons enter Christian service from no higher motive than to help deliver God from the embarrassing situation His love has gotten Him into and His limited abilities seem unable to get Him out of. Add to this a certain degree of commendable idealism and a fair amount of compassion for the underprivileged and you have the true drive behind much Christian activity today. (Pretty convicting aye… it is a helpful reminder to me. Thank God for His mercies in Christ.)

Again, God needs no defenders. He is the eternal Undefended. To communicate with us in all idiom we can understand, God in the Scriptures makes full use of military terms; but surely it was never intended that we should think of the throne of the Majesty on high as being under siege, with Michael and his hosts or some other heavenly beings defending it from stormy overthrow. So to think is to misunderstand everything the Bible would tell us about God. Neither Judaism nor Christianity could approve such puerile notions. A God who must be defended is one who can help us only while someone is helping Him. We may count upon Him only if He wins in the cosmic seesaw battle between right and wrong. Such a God could not command the respect of intelligent men; He could only excite their pity.

To be right we must think worthily of God. It is morally imperative that we purge from our minds all ignoble concepts of the Deity and let Him be the God in our minds that He is in His universe. The Christian religion has to do with God and man, but its focal point is God, not man. Man’s only claim to importance is that he was created in the divine image; in himself he is nothing. The psalmists and prophets of the Scriptures refer sad scorn to weak man whose breath is in his nostrils, who grows up like the grass in the morning only to be cut down and wither before the setting of the sun. That God exists for himself and man for the glory of God is the emphatic teaching of the Bible. The high honor of God is first in heaven as it must yet be in earth.

From all this we may begin to understand why the Holy Scriptures have so much to say about the vital place of faith and why they brand unbelief as a deadly sin. Among all created beings, not one dare trust it itself. God alone trusts in Himself; all other beings must trust in Him. Unbelief is actually perverted faith, for it puts its trust not in the living God but in dying men. The unbeliever denies the self-sufficiency of God and usurps attributes that are not his. This dual sin dishonors God and ultimately destroys the soul of the man.

In His love and pity God came to us as Christ. This has been the consistent position of the Church from the days of the apostles. It is fixed for Christian belief in the doctrine of the incarnation of the Eternal Son. In recent times, however, this has come to mean something different from, and less than, what it meant to the early church. The Man Jesus as He appeared in the flesh has been equated with the Godhead and all His human weaknesses and limitations attributed to the Deity. The truth is that the Man who walked among us was a demonstration, not of unveiled deity but of perfect humanity. The awful majesty of the Godhead was mercifully sheathed in the soft envelope of Human nature to protect mankind. “Go down,” God told Moses on the mountain, ”charge the people, less they break through unto the Lord to gaze, and many of them perish”; and later, “Thou canst not see my face: for there shall no man see me, and live.”

Christians today appear to know Christ only after the flesh. They try to achieve communion with Him by divesting Him of His burning holiness and unapproachable majesty, the very attributes He veiled while on earth but assumed in fullness of glory upon His ascension to the Father’s right hand. The Christ of popular Christianity has a weak smile and a halo. He has become Someone-up-There who likes people, at least some people, and these are grateful but not too impressed. If they need Him, He also needs them.

Let us not imagine that the truth of the divine self-sufficiency will paralyse Christian activity. Rather it will stimulate all holy endeavor. This truth, while a needed rebuke to human self-confidence, will when viewed in its Biblical perspective lift from our minds the exhausting load of mortality and encourage us to take the easy yoke of Christ and spend ourselves in Spirit-inspired toil for the honor of God and the good of mankind. For the blessed news is that the God who needs no one has in sovereign condescension set Himself to work by and in and through His obedient children. AMEN.

If all this appears self-contradictory – Amen, be it so. The various elements of truth stand in perpetual antithesis, sometimes requiring us to believe apparent opposites while we wait for the moment when we shall know as we are known. Then truth which now appears to be in conflict with itself will arise in shining unity and it will be seen that the conflict has not been in the truth but in our sin-damaged minds.

In the meanwhile our inner fulfilment lies in loving obedience to the commandments of Christ and the inspired admonitions of His apostles. “It is God which worketh in you.” He needs no one, but when faith is present He works through anyone. Two statements are in this sentence and a healthy spiritual life requires that we accept both. For a full generation the first has been in almost total eclipse, and that to our deep spiritual injury.

Fountain of good, all blessing flows
From Thee; no want Thy fullness knows;
What but Thyself canst Thou desire?
Yet, self-sufficient as Thou art,
Thou dost desire my worthless heart.
This, only this, dost Thou require.”

When the time comes, dear brethren, I will write again.

Til then, all thoughts and Him who searches my thoughts, purifies, and cleanses them in the blood of Christ, remain with me. My written journals, as I believe, is not dissimilar from the one you hold dear and keep. Perhaps one day they would be discovered, or I shall bring them to the grave with me. None shall matter, when I behold Christ my Lord on that Glorious day we await with joy.

May we continue to labour on, comforted with the Sovereignty of our God over the salvation of souls for His kingdom.

Thanks be to our Gracious God.

My love and prayers are with you, and I leave, with this.

In 1980, a young African pastor from Rwanda was forced by his tribe to either renounce Christ, or face certain death. He refused to renounce Christ, and he was killed on the spot, martyred for his faith. The night before, he had written the following commitment, which was found in his room.

“I am a part of the fellowship of the unashamed.

The die has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made.

I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I won’t look back, let up, slow down, back away or be still.

My past is redeemed, my present makes sense and my future is secure.

I am done and finished with low living, sight-walking, small planning, smooth knees, colourless dreams, tame visions, mundane talking, cheap living, and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need pre-eminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits or popularity. I don’t have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded or rewarded.

I now live by presence, learn by faith, love by patience, lift by prayer and labor by Holy Spirit power.

My pace is set, my gait is fast, my goal is Heaven.

My road may be narrow, my way rough, my companions few, but my Guide is reliable and my mission clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, deterred, lured away, turned back, diluted, or delayed.

I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity or meander in the maze of mediocrity.

I won’t give up, back up, let up, or shut up until I’ve preached up, prayed up, paid up, stored up, and stayed up for the cause of Christ.

I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I must go until He returns, give until I drop, preach until all know and work until He comes.

And when He comes to get His own, He will have no problem recognizing me.

“My banner will be clear.”

To our Sovereign God be the Glory.

Shalom. Let us pray on. 

Divine Sovereignty: Fuel of Death-defying Missions

Always worth watching, and re-watching.

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PSALM 67

To the choirmaster: with stringed instruments. A Psalm. A Song.

May God be gracious to us and bless us
and make His face to shine upon us, Selah
that Your way may be known on earth,
Your saving power among all nations.
Let the peoples praise you, O God;
let all the peoples praise you!

Let the nations be glad and sing for joy,
for You judge the peoples with equity
and guide the nations upon earth. Selah
Let the peoples praise you, O God;
let all the peoples praise you!

The earth has yielded its increase;
God, our God, shall bless us.
God shall bless us;
let all the ends of the earth fear him!

 

My Heart is filled with Thankfulness

“Come, Thou Fount of every blessing,
Tune my heart to sing Thy grace;
Streams of mercy, never ceasing,
Call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me some melodious sonnet,
Sung by flaming tongues above.
Praise the mount! I’m fixed upon it,
Mount of Thy redeeming love.” 

Thank You, LORD! 😀

For the Cross, and what Jesus did for all who believe, what He did for once and for all eternity.

Thank You, for “The Cross”-themed church camp. For the reminders of Your Absolute, Astounding Holiness which places me, a sinner, in my rightful place at Your feet, by Your grace alone. You have made me incredibly thankful for You sending Jesus Christ, who was fully man, and fully God, and who could therefore die in my place. He who took the full punishment of the sins of all believers, who rose again to Triumphant Victory and who sits at Your Right Hand of Glory. Taking me, taking us all with Him, and patiently gathering all who are His Sheep, and who hear His voice.

Thank You, for the various encounters I had with You during church camp, in enjoying Your Creation, in fellowship with sisters and brothers in Christ. For You bringing dear sister Lijie all the way from Singapore to share in the joy of sweet fellowship, prayer and counsel, and for bringing a dear friend to join us in camp in the most marvellous of circumstances.

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Above: The beautiful sunrises and sunsets, the hills, and Your sheep. I could append a multitude of verses here, but will let one do the Bible-searching 😀

 

Thank You, for bringing so many little children (more than the team had expected!) to the Easter holiday church camp which followed in the next weekend, and for the precious chance to witness how You could move a little child to understand the Good news of the Gospel. Simple faith is all one needs, as the words of Jesus in Matthew 18:3, a beautiful reminder of my own conversion testimony of how You had brought me into Your kingdom. You were glorified in the circumstances, and it was incredible to see Your faithful hand at work in the salvation of Your people.

Thank You, for bringing another sister to Christ, for Cathy’s salvation. You had brought her all the way to Durham from China, had rooted her in church, and graciously allowed us to be a part of her life here, allowed us to come together in prayer, as she sought You and held on to the promise that “those who seek You shall find” (Jeremiah 29: 13). Thank You for touching her heart in the camp on the Cross, and thank You for wonderfully opening her eyes, ten days later, to behold the real Glory of the riches we have in Christ Jesus. It is all about You, and we praise You as we welcome her with joy and thanksgiving into Your Kingdom family.

Thank You, in this time, for the chance to witness You gathering sisters, both new and old, together in fellowship.

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Sylvia, with Cathy beside, as they stood in front of a humbling plate which contains the Ten commandments, the Apostles’ Creed and the Lord’s Prayer. Spurriegate church-house, York, 9th April.  

Thank You, for the love and prayers of sisters who had been so helpful through the weeks just passed, from the littlest of things. For Naomi, who patiently stayed home as our hot-water tank was being repaired, so I could show Sylvia around Durham, the hills and the woods so dear to me. A heartfelt thanks especially to dear Daphne, who had graciously given me leaf medicine and Pipagao as I nursed a chesty cough through the packed, but very blessed! 😀  week. Thank You, for preserving me through it all, as You do, all whom You lovingly call Your children.

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It is now seven precious weeks until the end of school, before the Yong family comes up to join me here. Seven precious weeks, til the beautiful close to four amazing years, here in dear Durham. Thank You. For how, day by day You have led me, by the hand.

Day by day, Your mercies new and neverceasing, because of Christ.

Day by day, to grow in Love for You and trust in You.

It is here, that I come to offer You a heart of praise and thanksgiving, for Your amazing mercy and Your wonderful grace.

I awoke to this beautiful song, one which You have placed in my heart 😀

Dear Lord and Gracious Father, thank You for this Promise! Thank You that it is Your Perfect and Sovereign will that Your ways be known on earth, Your saving Power among all nations.

Let the peoples be glad and sing for joy; Let the nations and peoples praise You, You who are so Gloriously Worthy! (Psalm 67)

Jesus Christ, Your Son, our Wonderful King, reigns and shall reign forevermore!

Thank You, that He lives in our hearts, and thank You, for the Hope of Glory on that Day when He shall come to take us Home!

Blessed, Blessed be the name of the LORD! 

 “My heart is filled with Thankfulness” 

My heart is filled with thankfulness
To Him who bore my pain;
Who plumbed the depths of my disgrace
And gave me life again;
Who crushed my curse of sinfulness
And clothed me in His light
And wrote His law of righteousness
With pow’r upon my heart.

My heart is filled with thankfulness
To Him who walks beside;
Who floods my weaknesses with strength
And causes fears to fly;
Whose ev’ry promise is enough
For ev’ry step I take,
Sustaining me with arms of love
And crowning me with grace.

My heart is filled with thankfulness
To Him who reigns above,
Whose wisdom is my perfect peace,
Whose ev’ry thought is love.
For ev’ry day I have on earth
Is given by the King;
So I will give my life, my all,
To love and follow Him.

“My Heart Is Filled with Thankfulness”
Words and Music by Keith Getty & Stuart Townend

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Christ is the C…

Christ is the Centre and Power of the Bible, of the church, of theology, but also of humanity, reason, justice, and culture. To Christ everything must return: only under Christ’s protection can it live.”

Ethics, Dietrich Bonhoeffer. p337.

I am trudging on with the final essay of term. On Life and Living, is the module’s name. It has been one incredible and humbling spiritual journey. Tides, currents, silences and a calm finality. One cannot imagine the measure of encouragement this statement by Bonhoeffer has given.

Even where and as I struggle, I remember, that the LORD’s power is made perfect in my weakness. The Gospel is to be told, reinforced, and the Spirit shall complete the work.

It’s in God’s hands, for His glory.

Please pray with me, dear friend, that this work may be a meaningful step – however small in its contribution – towards the softening of hardened hearts.

Importantly, may Bonhoeffer’s statement, be of good cheer to you, too.

I offer to you who pray, my heartfelt thanks.

I’ll write soon. God bless. 

He Leadeth Me

I had first heard this beautiful song, when my mother had sung it to me. As I learnt to play the organ, these were one of the first tunes I mastered.

Since then, it continues to be very dear to me. I hum to it very often when He brings it to mind, and in these days, I’d been humming it alot.

He Leadeth Me 

He leadeth me, O blessed thought!
O words with heav’nly comfort fraught!
Whate’er I do, where’er I be
Still ’tis God’s hand that leadeth me.
Refrain:
He leadeth me, He leadeth me,
By His own hand He leadeth me;
His faithful foll’wer I would be,
For by His hand He leadeth me.
Sometimes ’mid scenes of deepest gloom,
Sometimes where Eden’s bowers bloom,
By waters still, o’er troubled sea,
Still ’tis His hand that leadeth me.
Lord, I would place my hand in Thine,
Nor ever murmur nor repine;
Content, whatever lot I see,
Since ’tis my God that leadeth me.
And when my task on earth is done,
When by Thy grace the vict’ry’s won,
E’en death’s cold wave I will not flee,
Since God through Jordan leadeth me.

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Psalm 23 : 1-3

“The LORD is my Shepherd; I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures.

He leads me beside quiet waters. 

He restores my soul. 

He leads me in paths of righteousness

for His name’s sake.”

~

Whate’er I do, where’er I be
Still ’tis God’s hand, that leadeth me.

Seven precious moments

A surprise lunch with M, who had lived – and still does – in Cambodia for more than a decade. Stories. Insights. I showed her my Sunflower by the village church gates.

“Sunflowers don’t grow in Cambodia”, she whispered.

“I have not seen one all ten years of my life growing up there.”

I knew.

I knew then, how precious it was to have sighted them in Kampong Trea.

They were Your gifts to me. I cannot turn away.

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An evening dinner with H, who has given her life to serve Jesus overseas, too. A sharing of resources. A sharing of hearts. A time of quiet, believing prayer. God shall keep our hearts aflame for Him.

On a Tuesday, I had spoken, with the courage You gave me, of the incarnation of Christ in class. I had come away shaken, even as I trudged on to church. There, I found rest in the Good news of the Gospel. You redeemed. You restored. That evening, You reminded me of the Song of Solomon. You reminded me, that in the stillness, anyplace, anywhere, a love for Jesus can flourish.

In the midst of these, I saw a bicycle again. I smiled. You remember.

The next day, I awoke to beautiful hues of Your creations, as they bloomed under the Shining Sun. It had been really sunny all week, it felt so summery. L’amourese. 

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A Skype with P, traces of the beautiful country’s name. Somewhere, someplace. God is presently using people greatly in His kingdom.

Friday, a consultation. One smiles. “Perhaps there is something… behind the fact that theory and religion are increasingly closely intertwined. Maybe its saying something” , he says. A wink?

I rejoiced. You work in ways I cannot see. For Your glory.

A time of fellowship with A, as we flipped to the pressed flowers between the pages of my Bible, graciously given to me by the little children in Prek Ho School-land. I traced my fingers over the flowers as I recounted that precious moment.

Strange, the leaves are still green” , says A.

A video call with N, where we rejoiced, that You are the Same God working in our lives. You’re the God who transcends the space-time we are apart, You’re the Intimate God who embraces us every moment, and whom never sleeps. You’re the God who sent us Jesus, who took it all for us at the Cross. Her prayer for me was beautiful. It reminded me, that You are my Refuge and my Strength. In You, I find myself. I do not want people to remember me. I want people to remember Jesus. That’s what my life is for. A swirl and a twinkle, and then to eternal Glory.

I glanced again at my journal, and read through my entries in the time I had been there.

I was glad that I had penned down every moment You had blessed me with.

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These moments, are very precious to me.

Thank You.

For the way in which You have encouraged, have cheered me on through the week. You’d be the Same and the only One cheering me on, as I walk this path, as I tread this journey.

There is none like Jesus. And You are teaching me,

daily, hourly, to cling to the Cross.

Your heart for Cambodia, never stops beating.

Give life. Give breath. Give Jesus.

I worship One, in whose hands lie the destiny of souls.

Your Kingdom come. 

Your will be done on earth, as it is in Heaven. 

Dearest sister-mentor L, is flying up in the week ahead, and I’m absolutely excited! 😀 Thank You for this lovely and precious gift. Thank You.